Action, reaction, self manipulation, faulty manifestation

The not so pretty side of Shannon

These insecurities brued up from years of feeling unwanted and not needed in this world,
This self pity assists no one.

my strength has faded and I am showing my untrue colours.
 Childish in need of growth, unfulfilled and wanting more, hiding in unnatural happiness and what is more
I'm ruining the one thing that matters most.
There's a lesson to be learned of course,
for as your demons roam free the light at the end of the tunnel almost ceases to be
for the demons play best in darkness and so the light will be temporarily snuffed out

 It's still there though, don't let your demons fool you.
They are you as you are them so let yourself reflect.
You can grow from the lessons around. You should quieten your mind, don't make a sound. For silence is where magic is often found. It's your round now!